Thank you for your sharing and pure intentions. It’s not paranoia. It’s having had a direct experience of malevolence and darkness, like having brushed the devil’s side with one’s open heart. Paranoia implies delusion. While drenched with incredible doses of fear and anxiety, for us survivors the experience was all too real. As someone who’s been through it, I don’t wish it upon anyone. Having said that, I do agree with you that the path to healing leads through love and trust. And forgiveness. However, it is a process, a slow, delicate process of returning to one’s essence on their own terms. Gently, carefully. Again, thanks for stopping by and sharing your perspective. Wishing you all the best on your own journey!